family is important...remember that

im glad i have the friends i do..it would kill me if i was dropped for something as stupid as a guy..

for as long as i can remember i have been wanting to get in a relationship..

now i wonder why..why?

you know..you do have to date in order to find that guy to get in the relationship with

i was gettin tired of bein used..but now i know i wasnt bein used, i was dating..thats what teenagers do

for now im gonna stick with my friends...guys and girls

they are more fun anyways..

random hookups can be fun..especially since they arent expected

i want one

i love you!

the past couple of days have been completely and totally random..

its fun..

i've always like funeral for a friend...but for some reason i'm lovin them these days

why are obstacles constantly thrown at us...you think you know whats goin on in your head..and you get a phone call....two phone calls to be specific

you think you know what you want...but you know its impossible to have...why is this??..i dont understand..i have it here..right here...but its not really there..

but then you think..this or that..this or that...which one...have you ever had that problem?...you didnt know what you wanted...

but you couldnt have either one anyways...

thats how life is

i love you guys!!

it is summer..and i am oh so glad...

my life has taken a totally different direction and im lovin it..

fall out boy really helps me to cope

so does alanis morsette..

friends are the best..

what am i to do about guys?..they are so dang confusing..i used to want to date around...and have fun...have flings..but let me tell ya...gets old...FAST...so..yeah..i would rather be single then datin a bunch of random guys..

i'm ready to have a relationship..but not be in love

i love you!

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hey guys i guess i will update..i really dont have too much to say..life has been good...i guess..actually its not..i've been having insane family problems that i really dont want to get in to..and yeah..i think im goin this weekend to look for a prom dress because its gonna sneak up on me if i dont go ahead and get one...and yeah..i really wish i had some incling of who i was goin with..cause i have no idea what limo im gonna be in..if i'm gonna be with my friends...none of it...theres like not that many limos left..so this is kind of a predicament...i cant spell by the way..lol...but yeah...im gonna go..it was kind of nice to tell this thing some stuff again..haha..but yeah.. i love you guys dearly!!

lindsey

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i havnt updated in a long time i know..but yeah i will quickly fill you in..umm..im not supposed to be on the computer right now..my mom is asleep..thats how i am..yeah..lets see im grounded currently..can do NOTHING..at all..no phone..yep she took my cell phone..can only drive to school,work, and church...thats it..cant watch tv..unless its a show she knows i watch faithfully..every week..(new law and order..and season finale of Nip/Tuck)..yeah..so thats two shows a week..ok..well i  dont normally watch a whole lot of tv anyways..but when you cant do anything else..its all ya got..hah..ok lets see what else..im not allowed to ever do anything outside of school with one of my best friends..which is probably the hardest thing....the reason im in trouble involves her thats why i cant do anything with her..but yeah..so my life currently kind of sucks right now..but..hah..a highlight to my life..i get to go on the winter retreat..my mom told me i couldnt..then i got really upset..like..i didnt really show any emotion..but she knew it hurt me..so now i have to pay for it myself..but i can go..oh but wait theres a catch..i have enough money to pay for it now..but i cant pay for it with that..i have to pay for it with the money i going to "earn" in the next week and a half..i have to work like super hard to get this money..so..yeah..but anyways..please leave me a ton of comments because i currently have no life now..and am bored..love you guys dearly!!!

Goodnight!

love lindsey ¢¾